where shuld i go?

warning: i think this is gonna be a depressing entry...

so there's an extra week of hols in the next holiday due to integrative week being a "self-directed study week".. yea rite! so this is definitely good news! which means 3 weeks of hols! which is actually quite long so im thinking maybe i shuld go travel somewhere..

travelling is kinda difficult to organise..there's a few things to think abt..where shuld i go? who shuld i go with? how much money do i have? how long do i wanna stay? where am i gonna stay? it kinda reminds me of elective planning which already makes me have a headache whenever i think abt it..was checking out the airnewzealand website..and there's a few potential destinations..even hongkong is an option! but gee..can i really find 1500 out of nowhere? im kinda trying to save for my elective already..

but i really dont wanna spend my 3 wks stoning in chch..ive always stayed ard in holidays and i wanna at least go somewhere this time..was thinking going nationally..as in go somewhere like auck or queenstown..but auck fares r going up..and queenstown..well, yea guess i could go there to ski but ive been there before so it's a case of been there, done tht..i wanna go somewhere different, somewhere exciting, somewhere new..

the thought of not going anywhere for this holiday is slowly making me depressed to the point where i wanna cry..is my life really tht sad? i hear of all these ppl going to exciting places and i want my own excitement too..my life must really suck..there's already no excitement in it and now i dnt even have anywhere to go for holiday..another thing to add to my already sad sad life..maybe i shuld just hibernate in my room for 3 wks..