it's been a while...

it's been a while...

haha..everytime i think of something interesting to write abt, im nowhere near a computer..everytime i'm online, i cant think of anything interesting to write about..all my good ideas have evaporated..

so anyways..a lil update on wat's been going on..

im on my psych run at the mo..pretty boring..and my mood is a bit depressed and my affect is congruent with my mood..haha..nah..but seriously i've realised tht psychiatry is definitely not for me..it's either depressing or crazy (literally)..altho the hours are good, i think i would end up with a mental illness the longer i stay there..i was thinking if ever i would need to be admitted to a psychiatry ward, i would prob end up getting worse cos i would be surrounded by depressed and crazy ppl..a lot of the pts are pretty scary and intimidating..but then again, some have really sad lives which makes me feel sad and depressed abt the world we live in..

on another note, i came back a few wks ago from my auck wkend trip..wat i realised abt auck is tht it's full of asians..but unlike wellington, the asians in auck are more the fobby kind..so i think if i ever wanted to move to the north island, i would prob move to wellington..haha..more my kind of scene i think..yea..im still undecided on where i would wanna go to after i graduate..gotta decide on city or rural first then decide on the place..life is sweeping by so quickly, ive gotta make this decision in less than a yr!

had the med ball last wkend as well..i think the best part of balls are the pre ball preparations..the dressing up, doing hair and makeup and sorting out which jewellery to wear etc etc..the ball itself was not too bad..altho i did wish there were more ppl we knew well there..theme was fire and ice..didnt dress according to theme cos didnt have a red or white dress..haha..so went with the black and white combo..all in all, it was a good nite!

otherwise not much else to report on..life's been pretty boring..nothing tht exciting..which i guess is good..dnt want the drama which can become quite distracting..i will def report back when something interesting happens, whenever tht may be..