the family curse

my dad is the eldest out of 5 siblings. u would think i would have heaps of cousins from dat side of the family but in fact, my sis and i are the only grandchildren. my dad's 3 sisters and 1 brother are unmarried. and they all live together with my grandmother.

my sister is approaching their predicament. in a few years time, i would be getting there too. ive actually made plans to move back to singapore to live with my sister so dat as i get surrounded by ppl who start to get married, at least i would have my sister to hang out with. and we would get a dog. and we would name him borbes. cos my sister loves dat word. dont ask me why. ive embraced it. i actually already made plans to deal with this supposed curse.

i call this situation the chua family curse. where descendents from my dad's side never get married. my dad was the lucky one. or i shuld say my mum was the unlucky one. lol. just kidding.

i think every girl out there eventually wants to get married, have kids and live happily ever after becos dats wat society has ingrained in children. ideally, i want to get married too and have kids. but yes i do kno dat getting married doesnt necessarily equate to being happy. i always think it's better to be single than to marry someone who doesnt make u happy or abuses u. so if the rite guy doesnt come along, then im happy to be cursed.

the bad thing is ive planned my life out with the expectations dat ill be single. so if the rite guy comes along, he would be screwing up my plans. or if the rite guy comes along for my sister, he would be screwing up the big plan. so wat to do? think less. wait till the rite guy comes along then replan. but in the mean time, im still under the family curse.