FAT!!!

oh my! 2nd post in a month!

so i've noticed in the last few months how unfit ive become. or i shuld actually say how FAT ive become. my clothes are actually getting tighter. esp my pants. and i cant wear any belts for long periods of time cos it makes it hard to breathe. im getting fat rolls on my tummy. my shape went from being straight to 2nd trimester pregnant size. haha. i have fat baby in my tummy. and it only gets worse when i eat. and i LOVE to eat. like a lot. i think im a secret binger.

so ideally, i should exercise rite? ive even signed up for a gym membership! but then again, i was signed up to a gym in timaru and only went less than 10 times in a year. pathetic. so now ive signed up to les mills, which is like super duper expensive, in the hope dat the price will push me to go to the gym. and i still havent been. lol. BUT im planning to go tmr after my nite shift! hopefully i wont be too tired.

my aim is to get abs! and also to add some muscle to my arms so i can actually intubate better. my left arm is too weak to pull up the epiglottis. sad.

also have booked a day trip in easter weekend, to franz josef glacier which involves 8 hours (!!!) of walking so i better be fit for this! otherwise waste money again!

MUST EXERCISE! apparently it makes u happy too.