been procrastinating as i endeavour on my 3000 word essay..so been on facebook browsing ard..which brought up some old memories as i looked through old photos and looking at profiles of frens i havent seen in yonks..
then i got kinda depressed..
my uni life gives me mixed feelings..there were def the fun and happy times and my boring life now makes me sad cos i feel like im lacking in those fun and happy times..im so unfit now..i dnt dance anymore..and my circle of frens is limited to those in chch..i do miss the life in dnd at times..independent kinda lifestyle..being able to walk everywhere without a car..the nites at central library..hmm..memories..then there were the unhappy moments which i guess changed me a lot as a person..u could say ive been "scarred" from my experiences..and my perspective on life and friendships changed a lot..
looking back, i think there would have been things i would do differently..but unfortunately life doesnt work tht way..but then again, i am the person i am today becos of my experience..whether they may be good or bad..
it's funny how with age..u realise things dat were important in the past were actually not tht important now..and the really sad thing is everyone moves on..i can remember ppl from my dnd life who made life interesting but they aren't in my life anymore..sad huh?
hmm..i could be talking crap at the moment cos im tired and down from having to write this stupid essay..oh well..ill prob think i was so stupid when i look back on this post in the future..
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