demoralised

had one of the worse days of the year..had my presentation today which didn't go quite as well as i had hoped..but screw it..it's over..

wat i hate is how it makes me feel..i spent so much time on the powerpoint and sometimes i feel dat it goes unappreciated..it's interesting how ppl tend to pick at bad points instead of commenting on the good points..now i feel like shit..and tired..and frustrated..and totally incompetent..how demoralising..esp when exams are in 2 and a half wks..counting down..

so im exhausted mentally and emotionally..and a lil bit exhausted physically..and yet im here in the comp lab trying to do my short cases..i figured hopefully ill be able to do some work in the comp lab rather than procrastinate at home..obviously i can still blog in the comp lab..

i just feel so sad and down..i cant wait for exams and 5th yr to be over..bring on the hols! (even if it's only for 2 wks) not much else to comment on..i may be more emo later and write a more depressing entry..see how the rest of the day goes..sigh..