Monday, October 12, 2009

physically, mentally and emotionally depressed.

im totally depressed at the mo. im on a run im not enjoying. im behind on my ED shifts. there is nothing exciting going on at the mo. no eye candy. 6 more wks in chch then im off to rural land. even more depressing. gonna start working. more responsibilties. i worry abt killing patients. and ill be on psych next. even more depressing. and everyone will be getting split up. very sad. it's coming up to the end of a phase of life. and i feel like im not ready for it. physically, mentally and emotionally.

7 comments:

nadia said...

aww. *pat pat* cheer up! =)

12uth said...

ditto.
i'm on internal med at the mo. i feel so incompetent, it's not funny. :(
but hey. graduation will be a fun time! :)

mooyin said...

oh i totally kno wat u mean. i was on gen med a few wks ago and now on critical care. feeling like i kno nothing. grad will be good but work starts first and no holiday...
:(

ps: im a total pessimist. hah.

nadia said...

hmm...does it help that I feel like I know nothing and my finals are in 2 weeks? =)

mooyin said...

at least u're still smiling! i saw u at practice osce. i KNO u will be A ok!

nadia said...

practice OSCE was AGES ago. now it's much nearer the REAL thing. HMM. I wonder if I can pass my MSK OSCE seeing how I haven't done much. oh wells. =S

Anonymous said...

Been re-reading this post over and over again everytime i visit ur blog...thinking of what to say to make u feel better but can't seem to find the right word or sentence to console u...Hope that things will get better for u as time goes by...