u ugly! yea yea! u ugly!
feeling a little depressed today. guess im getting sick of being sick. more that im getting sick of being yellow and rashy. im tired of having to wear long sleeves and long pants to cover up my spots and yellowness. i actually miss wearing shorts and t-shirts, especially in this hot weather.
when i go out, i do subconsciously feel like ppl are looking at me oddly, like they r prob thinking, hmm..this girl looks a little yellow..and her eyes are yellow..
and oh yea, i thought of more ppl with yellow eyes..
* mystique from x-men (except i dont have dat kinda body wth blue paint all over me and i cant shapeshift. darn it.)
* nightcrawler from x-men (once again, i dont have superpowers.)
* the cullens from twilight (sigh. why do ppl with yellow eyes tend to have supernatural abilities???)
maybe if i lived in springfield, i wouldnt feel so out of place? maybe ppl just think im a really yellow asian? and instead of a yellow lemon, im more of a rotten yellow banana. yellow with brown spots. yellow banana it is..and! i'm scratching myself like a monkey! monkeys and yellow bananas...maybe watching curious george mite make me feel better.
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