no shellfish

so with the whole illness episode, ive actually lost a lot of weight. some ppl mite say wow dats a good thing. but for me, it's a bad thing. i was already tiny before i got sick. losing another 5 kg of weight just makes me look like skin and bones now. now i definitely look anorexic instead of just looking thin. my appetite is definitely not back to normal. im still not able to eat the huge amounts dat i normally eat and i still get easily nauseated. nausea is an underrated symptom, just like itch.

my mum also restricts my diet. due to chinese beliefs and wat not. i havent eaten any shellfish, including prawns since being unwell. and she doesnt let me eat a lot of chilli. at least now i can eat chicken. i wasnt able to for like 3 wks and whoa, i missed chicken bad. and now the liver specialist has agreed and said dat shellfish is out since it may complicate things if i get hepatitis A. FML. do u kno how much i lurvve shellfish?!?!

this means dat when i go back to singapore, i cannot eat A LOT of things.
* hokkien mee MINUS prawns
* charkwayteow MINUS cockles. mite as well dont eat already. the only reason i eat this is to eat the cockles.
* oyster omelette MINUS oysters. oysters are a big NO NO cos apparently it has this toxin which is deadly. i kinda got lost when the liver specialist was explaining it to me. BUT I LOVE OYSTERS!
* laksa is questionable. cos it's cooked with prawn paste. and even if i eat laksa, must MINUS cockles. grrr...
* CRAB! sigh...is crab considered a shellfish??? so this includes chilli crab, black pepper crab, crab bee hoon, soft shell crab..the list goes on and on..

sad rite? so i mite as well just eat chicken rice everyday..sigh..

and ive been feeling super demotivated to do anything..it's quite pathetic really. im literally a lump dat lies in bed all day. im a mooyin.

add note: i just thot of something else i cant eat!!! VONGOLE! ahhhh it has clams and white wine! both of which i cannot eat.....major sighs.....