tempted.

im truly amazed when i get concern from the most unexpected ppl. thank you to those who have sent me messages telling me not to give up. i really do appreciate it.

and rite now, im still kinda emo but it's likely a consequence of being ill. of not being able to do the things dat i normally take for granted. and to make things worse, ive come down with a cold out of nowhere. meaning even more dietary restrictions. blast.

im faced with temptation everyday. the other day i was dining at this restaurant/bar type place and the table next to mine was filled with patrons drinking beer. at the time, i was wishing i could drink beer. im not an alcoholic but i do enjoy the occasional beer or glass of wine. and u never realise how much alcohol is such a social thing until u cant drink it. how strange. and ive already decided to abstain from alcohol for at least 6 mths after my liver function tests have normalised so techinically the countdown hasnt even started. so looks like no booze till at least sep or oct this year. whoa.

on another note, im planning on getting my hair cut. but deciding if i shuld dye it. the problem is choosing a colour dat matches with my current yellow tone. if i dye it brown, won't i look yellowish all over? and if i dye it red, won't i just look like an orange?! hmmm..big decision..