still sick.

im still feeling unwell..now it's just the Ds, the Vs have gone (hopefully!)..

it's times like these when u need ur mummy..i miss the comforts of home, being taken care of, being able to eat proper food dat is eaten when u're sick, like rice porridge and chicken soup..and having water, as much as u want without worrying abt the cleanliness of it..

being sick sucks big time. i thot i was getting better today so i attempted to go to the hospital only to return home half an hr later..cos i was feeling too faint from standing..think im mentally well but physically weak from the week of sickness. even nish thinks im skinnier..the impossible has become possible..i need more calories but my appetite is still down..and eating large quantities makes me scared dat ill vomit..oh it's a hard balance..

ill just have to pray and hope dat another 2 days during the wkend can cure me..cos i def dnt wanna be sick when i go to new york..it would just kill me..