random thoughts.

another random and unrelated post...which means ive been emo and thinking way too much...must be a consequence of being stressed abt this case presentation which i have to do plus the already piling up workpile..

so been thinking abt my current situation at the mo..esp with job applications due soon and with grad coming up end of the yr..it's all starting to freak me out a lil..i feel a bit lost really..like it's unnerving for me to not kno where im gonna be in the next few yrs or even wat im gonna be doing..

some ppl kno abt my plan of possibility working in sg after 2 yrs in nz..but then there's my fears of going back to the stressful lifestyle..it would be nice to live here, the social scene is great, things are cheaper but then again, it's hard to appreciate the lifestyle if im gonna be working nearly 7 days a week, possibility going for more than 24 hrs straight..sigh..

how? wat am i gonna do?

just feeling kinda annoyed abt some things..u kno dat feeling when u're in a hole and it feels so hard to climb out of the hole..? and then there's things dat are pissing me off but i feel bad abt feeling pissed off cos i feel like i shuld be forgiving and not take things personally..but then ppl can be so annoying..sometimes it's so much easier being a bitch than trying to be a nice person.

and then on another note, ppl may not kno dat im actually extremely gossipy..yea i talk abt ppl..doesnt everyone else? anyways..ive realised im not as bad as "someone" who's amazingly critical of ppl..but each time i listen to her critics, i think wow..my standards are pretty low..it's either dat or the general population's standards are low. (and im included in the gen pop. including she.)

and also, i recently discovered dat someone i used to see ard in my uni days in dnd has made it famous..well, famous in sg anyways..i never knew him personally but ppl knew who he was cos he was extremely tall and some mite say good looking..anyways, he has become a model and recently won the highly coveted title of being an eligible bachelor in a popular women's mag..it just shocks me to think dat someone i used to see ard in true flesh is now someone i see on paper..just weird..and i reckon he was photoshopped too cos i dnt remember him looking as good as he does in the mags..

random post rite? just lots of random thoughts.