Monday, May 25, 2009

shock to the system

im finally back in the land of sheep, honey and the long white clouds..and it's freezing!!!!!!!!! esp since i just came from tropical singapore where i was wearing shorts and t-shirts everyday and sweating like a water fountain..

however, the change in weather wasn't the biggest shock to my system..the biggest shock came when i saw someone i didnt expect to see at the airport..i hate to admit this but i have to vent this out somewhere..i saw an old crush..sigh..yes..dear old me has or i shuld say has had crushes in the past. (however note dat i have none now. the sad reality.)

ANYWAYS! the point is..it was super unexpected and i saw him only at the point of luggage collection after the end of the flight. so the good thing is i didnt see him at the beginning otherwise i would prob have felt miserable for the entire flight of 10 hrs..u may ask why i shuld feel miserable at seeing an old crush? cos he's married! HAHAHA! i hadnt seen him for ages and was slowly getting over it..and now seeing him again with his family was really weird for me..sigh..i blame the fact dat there's no other eye candy ard to look at.

another point of the story is..i looked sooo "unglam"..haha..learnt dat word recently in singapore..i was wearing glasses, my hair was in a mess, i was wearing crappy but comfortable jeans with sneakers, carrying a backpack..totally not the fashionable traveller..sigh..and when i told my sister, she gives me the "i told you so" lecture..how u must always look ur best at any point of time outside the house cos u never kno who u r gonna see, even if it's a short trip to the supermarket..

so the moral of the story is, always look ur best so dat even if u see ur crush unexpectedly, u can still hold ur head high and say dat it was his loss, not urs :)

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hmm..was in a similar situation a couple of years ago...saw the girl that I had a crush on with another guy during a nite out...to top things off they were dancing closely together..after seeing that, told myself to try and forget her...since then whenever I see her around it feels hard cos feel so lost with words..its been a few years now but still think abt the possibility at times if things were different...guess its never easy to forget a crush...

mooyin said...

hmm..this sounds strangely familiar..

mooyin said...

thinking abt it now, ur situation is different from mine.

my crush is married and has a kid. dats a crush dat's doomed for failure.

whereas ur crush, is she still with dat guy? is she married? is she attached? is she single? if she is still single, then i say u shuld go for it cos u dont wanna regret esp since u r still having those "wat if" thoughts. if she's attached, then technically u still have a chance.

dont be like me and wait till there's really no hope.

Anonymous said...

My crush is in a different place than me and not sure whether she's attached...so not sure whether there's a chance...

mooyin said...

hmm..when u mean diff place, do u mean diff city or diff country? it's hard if she's at a diff place..

but it does sound like u are still interested..find out if she's single or attached and either way, i still think u shuld def go for it!