damn swine *cough*

*cough* im sick with a cough..caught it from my "bf" in the wkend..cos she was coughing all over while talking..haha..she's gonna scold me when she reads this..

so ive started back at a real hospital this wk..and now im sick with a cough..but technically im still well..i havent got any REAL flu symptoms..i dont have a temperature. i dont have a runny nose. i dont have muscle aches. im still functioning as normal. it's just this irritating cough..and with all the swine flu paranoia, im scared when i start coughing since i feel like ppl are asking me, with their eyes, are u sick? and yea im coughing..but no sore throat and it's a dry cough..but the more i talk, the worse i feel..and there are moments when my throat gets tickled then i cant stop coughing and hacking away..and then i SOUND really sick but then im not really? get wat i mean?

so wat shuld i do? in normal circumstances if the damn swine flu wasnt such a big hooha, i would still be going to hospital and doing my thing..cos i really hate having days off..and then my team would think im a slackass..and also how do i let my team kno dat im sick? if i suddenly go MIA, then wat would they think? sigh..but in the current situation of swine flu paranoia, i think dat if i go to hosp tmr, i would be coughing more..cos im def coughing more now than ytd..and somehow i think it's due to over talking..think i need to rest my voice..and either whisper or use sign language..and then im also on call tmr..eek! meaning seeing patients..meaning talking..sigh..

and then the other issue is can i go to teaching tmr? i really wanna take the day off..maybe i will in the end if i feel like im coughing every 5 mins..i think i mite even be starting to get a bit wheezy..and then im going to the movies tmr nite as well..shuld i be doing dat? going to crowded areas when im coughing?? but i kno i dont have swine flu!

ergh..i blame the pigs. *cough*