now im really sick.

i seriously hate being sick...

so now my cough is so much worse than before..im coughing thruout the nite..im so tired from all the coughing..and im getting really lethargic..oh crap..i seriously hope it's not the flu..i hope it's not strep throat either cos i dont wanna get rheumatic fever or glomerulonephritis..hahahaha..

and i did end up taking friday off..and i didnt tell anyone..and today i realised i was actually paged on friday..oh crap..no wonder my pager was beeping the whole wkend..i thot it was the heat pump going crazy..haha..technically i dont think im well enuf to even go to hosp tmr..but tmr is a busy day and ive got to look up the notes for the case im gonna present for tues meeting..sigh..why cant i get better soon?!?!

ive even resorted to drinking barley water which i really hate..it's come to desperation..im even taking cough syrup which i dont believe in..

and ive still got dat bloody paeds chronic case to finish which is due on tues..sigh..everything is dependent on me being well..not SICK! im seriously screwed.....