surrounded by love...

recently i had a girl's nite sleepover and there were 3 of us girls..and the other 2 girls were both recently in new relationships..and then there was me, the single one.

u kno dat feeling u get from being in a new relationship? excitement, nervousness, the butterflies, the happily in love kinda feeling? haha well yea these 2 girls had it. no offense to them but i was jealous..haha..and they knew it. cos i told them. haha.

thruout the nite, both were receiving txt msgs..receiving phone calls from their "guy"..haha. and then there was me, txting one of my good frens who was somewhere else. so there they were, txting their guy, and there i was, txting a girl. so my fren was my "boyfriend"..haha! she's single too so now ive decided we shuld be each other's boyfriends..haha..but she doesnt kno it yet..ill tell her later today..haha.

so anyways, there i was surrounded by these 2 girls who were madly in love..and altho i miss dat feeling, i was still very much happy for them. but of cos i was teasing them abt it..making up soppy love msgs like, "i miss u baby!" or "i love u honey!"..*goosebumps*..and then afterwards after i keep hearing the msgs go off, i would do my single moans..it's the moans dat single girls make.."why am i still single?", "i'll never get a bf!", or "i want a bf!"..not dat those were my exact words..*erhem*..

but yea i felt a little out of place being the single one out of us 3 girls..but i was still very much happy for them, envious of them even for having found someone they truly like..

and then after dat, we were analysing my lovelife and one of the girls concluded dat im still single cos im too "choosy"..haha..she's prob rite. but dats another story altogether..