fcuk

i need to vent. badly. i wanna curse and swear. badly. i wanna scream. badly. i wanna burst into tears and have breakdown crisis. badly.

i hate labour ward. i hate being a medical student. i hate my life as it is rite now.

today i hardly ate. today i was busy running ard like a crazy chicken. today i did not get a normal birth. today midwives pissed me off. today i was stuck doing emergency caesars. today i was ordered to do odd and random jobs.

list of stresses:
bloody o&g logbook.
viva on friday.
topic presentation next friday.
graduation restaurants & ?professional photography.
my parents.
my ?weight loss (not sure if i really am losing weight but i prob will if i continue at the rate im going)
job situation

and my stress is not making my cough any better. i still have my coughing fits.

fcuk. i feel like my life is so shite at the mo.