midwives, o&g, labour & pain!

after my experience on obstetrics and gynaecology, i can say now dat i dont like midwives. yea i kno it's a generalisation but the reality is most of them arent very nice. and ive decided dat it is highly unlikely i will become an obstetrician and gynaecologist. and i blame midwives for dat. along with the boredom of anteverting uteri. i like assisting in caesareans but i hate assisting in gynae surgery cos all we do as students is anteverting uteri. which is sooo boring. so yea decided dat o&g has no future for me. altho if i do end up being a gp, i would consider doing a diploma in o&g just cos i think it would be helpful as a gp. but then dat would mean having to be a house surgeon on o&g which isnt very nice either cos midwives are only nice to registrars and above. somehow they dont realise dat it would help them in the long run if they kiss the asses of house surgeons and below. if on the off chance i ever become an o&g registrar, i will certainly remember who were the nice midwives and who were the evil ones. cos im the type who remembers grudges. yea not a very good trait.

and in the future, shuld i ever become pregnant, i shall def be fussy as to who is my midwife. i have a mental record already of who r the nice midwives in chch, so if i shuld ever fall preggers in chch and deliver here, i will kno who i want. hahahaha. and really, i dont want a caesarean. yes i want labour pains. but not too much pls. i think i will prob end up opting for an epidural just cos im quite pain intolerant. i already cant stand menstrual cramps, which prob means i wont be able to stand labour pains without significant drugs in me. but the other day, i witnessed a woman who went thru labour with only entonox. amazing. i wonder if i can put up with the pain. and apparently my own mother had no epidural and went thru labour with just entonox. so yea maybe ill go natural first and see wat it's like. but im keeping the option of epidural open. but yea def dont want a caesarean. altho im a lil scared, since im such a tiny person dat my pelvis is too small for a baby. hahahahaha. yea i think too much.

and my sis's fren has delivered her baby boy at 39 weeks! and yea she ended up getting an epidural cos the pain was apparently too much. yea i think im gonna end up like dat too. sigh. the pains of being a woman.