who reads this?

everytime i log on to my blog, i check the number of hits it gets. when i first set up this blog, i had the impression dat only a few ppl read it. then i got curious as to who reads this blog. then i set up the counter thing at the side. and now, i check the counter each time i log on and everyday, there r at least 10 new hits. yes it could be the same person refreshing..haha. or it could just be me, refreshing as well..haha.

and yea i kno some ppl who read the blog. some ppl have actually come up to me asking abt wat ive written. some ppl leave comments. thank u to those who leave comments! makes the blog more interesting. and then there are some totally random ppl who leave comments too. which makes it interesting for me as well. cos i wonder how the heck did they end up reading my blog? i wonder if it was thru a google search from something i wrote abt? anyways it's just me being curious..

i used to put my blog site on my msn. but ive stopped dat now. but i still leave the link on my facebook profile page. but then it shuld be only accessible for frens only. sometimes i get paranoid abt writing abt certain things cos it could come back to bite me in the ass. esp if im badmouthing someone. so i have to be careful with wat i write. esp since now i kno dat quite a lot of ppl read this..but i still wonder who u are anyways if u r reading this rite now. haha. dats just me.

anyways on another note, im currently having a discussion with someone abt where to find lengzais. haha. for those who dont kno, lengzai is cantonese for good looking guy. and a pretty girl is called lenglui. we were discussing where we can find these lengzais. apparently there r some in auck, but they r too young. and dat the more mature ones are either taken, engaged, or married! and i think there r some in wellington. but i think there r none in chch. hahaha. and we concluded there r none in singapore. haha. but she says there are more in malaysia. lol. so sad. and she says we r getting old. oh dear. im old at 23. this is bad. hahahaha. wat to do? oh well, if im destined to be a spinster then so be it. i blame my family curse. hahaha. my dad is the only one in his family who's married. i have 3 single aunties and 1 single uncle on his side. and my sister is single too. so we have concluded dat we have a family curse. lol. this fren of mine who i was talking to wants to get married btw 25-28. so she has another 2 to 5 yrs to go. when do i wanna get married? i dunno. nowadays it's hard to even see myself getting married since i dont really see myself with anyone at the mo. altho yea i do want the family life and i do want kids but maybe sometimes dat plan is not destined for me? i dunno. sigh.