holidays are expensive

im planning my holidays at the moment. and ive realised dat they are super expensive. i really wanna explore this side of the world, which includes the pacific islands. im planning a winter getaway to the islands with the intention of laying on the beach, soaking up the sun and looking at the fishies by either snorkelling or perhaps even trying out a beginner's course in scuba diving. however, this is a costly holiday.

and then im also going to singapore in sep/oct to celebrate my sis's bday. and im sure ill be shopping lots. thus even more spending.

and the eager me is already planning to go for a holiday during my bday next yr just so im not working on the day of my bday. the idea is to go for a solo holiday and embrace being a quarter century old. i was thinking of going on a cruise since everything is provided but i never realised cruises were so expensive!!! it must be the masses of food dat they feed u. maybe i shuld find out if i can locum as a doc on a cruise? is dat even possible?!?! ahh..but i really want a luxury bday holiday..

and then i still wanna save this year as well..i wanna save at least 5 digits. dats so gonna be a mission if i intend on going for all these trips. grrr.. if only i had a sugar daddy. HAHA. yea..as if dats gonna happen. instead, i haf to work to pay for all these trips. looks like im gonna haf to take up some locum shifts. sigh.