white guys and asian girls

something funny happened at the hospital today. a psych patient approached me while i was on my way to the drug room to get a drug chart and asked me if i was the doctor. i said no, i was the medical student for fear dat he wanted me to talk to him abt his meds or watever. then he started going on abt asian ppl. how he has pictures of asian girls dressed in traditional costumes on his wall. i started to freak out a little. then he tells me how his fren likes asian girls with the slanted eyes like mine (freak out a bit more) and dat this fren of his has "spiritual romances" with asian girls, not "physical romance" (freak out more!) and then he goes on abt how asian girls have "strict fathers" (i was internally laughing at this point and really wanted to run to the drug room) and then i just laughed politely as i always do in awkward situations. luckily he walked away laughing too. and then later on when i saw him again, he said it's our little secret and did the shush sign. which i did too. haha. slightly scary but random at the same time.

which then brings me to a topic of interest. white guys who have a thing for asian girls. i'm an asian girl and i have asian frens who have white boyfriends. nothing wrong with that. but personally, if a white guy asked me out, i would always think is it becos he likes me or is he into asian girls in general? then if i find out dat he's dated asian girls in the past, then it's highly likely he's just into asian girls..

there was a funny incident during my dunedin days. i always walked past this coffee place on my way to med school and during one of our breaks, me and a couple of frens (all of us asians) went to get coffee at this particular place. the barista (a white guy) served us and started asking us where we r from, etc, etc.. then he starts saying how he lived in taiwan for a while and could speak mandarin and then we start conversing in mandarin and it was kinda funny and he seemed nice, just purely friendly. then after dat incident, every day when i walked past, he would wave at me and i would smile back. being nice yea? then on one of these occasions, he waves over to me and signals for me to come. then he passes me a note and i was running late so i walked off. on the note wrote something along the lines of wanting to have coffee with me sometime and he left his number. i was totally shocked. first, he was kinda old. and bald. i was like 19 at the time? he was probably late 20s? and he wasnt cute. HAHA. so then i did the only thing i knew. which was avoidance tactics. and i think eventually he got the message. or did i go up to him one time and say thanks but no thanks? i cant remember..but yea it got me thinking tho, did he live in taiwan becos he's into asian girls???

and i kno dat there are some white guys out there who particularly like asian girls. why? i have no idea. maybe cos of the perception dat they r more submissive? maybe cos they are smaller in size in general? maybe cos they r less feminist? i have no clue. but dats not to say dat every white guy and asian girl couple are together becos the white guy has a thing for asian girls. ive seen many white guy and asian girl couples who are really happy and genuinely like each other.

me personally? im not really into white guys. dunno why. asian guys. yea they r ok. the strangest thing is i have a fascination with white and asian mixed guys. mixed ppl in general turn out 2 ways. either really ugly or really hot. haha. it's either the best of both races or the worst of both races. hahaha. keanu reeves for example is 1/4 asian. and look at daniel henney. he's like got perfect features. haha. so maybe i would go for white guys so i could have mixed babies. then i would have really cute babies. i seriously think abt the weirdest things.

2 and a half more weeks! seriously need to start packing...urgh...