waiting.

i would say im not a very patient person. in fact, im very impatient. i never liked waiting, esp waiting for ppl.

ive tried to be more patient. but sometimes waiting doesn't seem to get me anywhere. sometimes waiting ends in further disappointment and frustration. there's a limit to how long im willing to wait. sometimes i think i mite as well just give up. why bother? why waste my time waiting? then sometimes i think why am i always the one waiting? why doesnt anyone else wait for me?

i'm old already. cant afford to wait too long. time goes by quicker as u get older. but waiting always takes ages. i try to be patient but i really dont like to wait. i kno good things come with time. hmm. maybe it's not time for good things to come to me.